Dec 31, 2008

Hello everyone!
Wat's up??
Me??
Hmm... ok i had made Decision...
U wanna know??
Haha...
K...
I had decided to change my School...
OMG!
I can't imagine....
Haiz...
I'm Going to sec 2...
But donno whether i'm Normal Acad or Tech....
I'm gonna take a test!
Haiz...
Pray for me k??(dpt masok normal acad):)

OMG! i had made the decision...
I'm scared if I'm in the wrong way...
I don't wanna regret...

Bye Diary~

Signing Off~

what we could have been, 31.12.08.

Dec 29, 2008

Hello Everyone! Here is the Picture.. we took At east Coast...

Enjoy... :D!

Snap at The toilet!( eeeuuww... The Toilet Was like So Bacen)haha..

Snap2! :D

Gerek Ppl??

Khalis,Bunny&ajat

Having Fun...

Signingoff~

what we could have been, 29.12.08.

Dec 28, 2008

Hey2!just came back from BBQ...
So tired... haha...But everything going great!
Fizah n hazirah was there too...Guess wat??
haha...Obviously at night we didn't sleep... haha...
At first hazirah n i were chit chat about our past untill 3am...
den hazirah wen sleep....
fizah coming....den...Chit chat with fizah...
Den she ask me to came out from tent...Den our cousin ajat also haven't sleep...
Then we chit-chat till 5 plus...haha... (da nk suboh seyh)At about 5.30 i went to sleep...haha...

Den we woke up late...
At 10 in the morning....
All ppl Wake up already accept lazy bum(fizah)haha... nO offense!
We wake she up but she continue with her sleeping... haha...
So...Still haven't get the answer...
Haiz....hmm...It's ok...
There's still tomorrow...
Till there...
Gonna continue with my sleep haha...

Bye diary...

Signing off~

what we could have been, 28.12.08.

Dec 26, 2008

I need a break....
I'm really sick of thinking for changing school....
haiz...just now i'm going to beona vista with my dearest cousin...
Too bad lorh....
we are going to beona vista only to take a form...what the hact right??
we have travel so far den suddenly they ask for parents i/c...
haiz...it's ok atleast i had enough time to think...

To kak aisha...
Thanks for accompany me...
Thanks for giving me a really good advice....
Thanks for hearing me...
Thanks for everything...

Now...I really need a break to think....I'm gonna go to east coast with my dearest sister....But i donno how many days we are going...but what i know is that wen i come back home i must have the answer already... (insyaAllah) But i'm scared if it will be too late b'cause school are re-open really soon...
haiz...

Ouh GOD! i really need ur help....

Bye diary....
To be continued....

Signing off~

what we could have been, 26.12.08.

Dec 25, 2008

Confuse!!should i change my school??
I'm not ready for going to school...
But school are going to open really soon....
as u know...i'm retain for sec one....
Erh!....wat a waste time...i had waste my parents money....
yeah!!!wasted their money...as u know my school fees was quite expensive...
hmm... i told my mom tht i wanna change my school...
cos i had wasted alot of their money but...but she said that's ok try hard for nxt yr again....HELLO! IT"S NOT OKAY!!!i don't wanna hurt them again...
hmm....if u wanna know...i'm like this...it's nt because we are too poor or wat...
i don't like to make them trouble...
yes i know it's their responsibility....
but i don't want to take an advantage to it...

hmm...should i change??
i think dat it's better to change cos i'm not good in arabic...
at least if i change my school... i can concentrate more in my academic subject...
It's really hurt wen u retain ok??
ppl don't feel it cos they never been through ...
They always talk about ppl...
it's really pain wen ppl call u stupid ok??
Even though they don't call me stupid but their reaction make me feel tht...
n ya ppl always say tht 'tk blaja...."especially my mom!erh!
she don't know anything ok??
yes i know tht my comp is inside my room...
but it doesn't mean tht i play my comp 24 hours...
if u dun trust me why don't u put cctv inside my room???
ERH!!!!HELLO! I"M STUDY OK!!!
so if i'm in the room it's mean i'm playing computer issit??
then u aspect me to study n memorising at living room??
i can't concentrate it ok??
i only can memorise wen i'm alone!!!
Cos i'm really weak in memorising...
FYI i hate memorising...but i must! n i tried okay??
but i don't know why wen the examination paper on my table...
.all suddenly my mind like totally blank!OMG!should i change??
but....everybody ask me to stay...
haiz....yes... i wanna stay....
but i'm not ready to meet new frens tht 2 yrs much younger than me....

OMG!argh!!!No! i must change my school.....
yeah....But....no one want to accompany me to Buona Vista ....
my mom sick...
my sister?? work....my brother??(tk bleh harap)
cousin?? ERH!(Enta eh...)
But if i change my school...There's something i must now...
their subject are different then mine...
it may be tough cos i never study dat subject before...
but... insyaAllah i try my hard to understand tht subject...
n try my hard to pass...
but i scared...
if i make a wrong move... i'm scared if i'm not able to cope it...
i don't want to regret....
OMG!!!Ouh GOD please help me....
Haiz....I think tht's it for now....:(
Bye diary...

Signing off~

what we could have been, 25.12.08.

Dec 23, 2008

hello everybody!
i'm back with my new blog!
bored at home...
school will open very soon...
haiz....
i'm nt ready for school....
2008 will leave us in a few days...
n 2009 are coming...
nt sure if i can continue my live in 2009...
watever it is... God decide every single thing... :)
hehe....
n..just bear with my english!im still learning okays!!
hahaaa!..ignore all the grammer shits!
bluek!
k lah will blog very soon !!yeah??
haha

Signing off~

what we could have been, 23.12.08.