Nov 30, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo ! (:
So here is the pic i took on my phone , that day ...
hee ...
I'm using phone , so bad quality of pic ! (:
Enjoy !!! XD

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too. (:

Bye Diary !~

what we could have been, 30.11.09.

Nov 29, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo ! (:

Miss me anyone ?
lols .
have been away to malacca for 3 days .
everythings wen fine ,

even it is a last minute holiday .

heh .

So i did'nt celebrate my raya in s'pore .
haiz .
i want to see the kambengs ! XD
n i can't turn up my cousin engagement day . (ZAZA MAJED)
pfffffft .
InsyaALLAH will come on ur wedding ceromony (:

now i need to slim down !!!

Gaaaaaaah !!

believe me or not , the whole journey of my holiday .

we eat , eat , eat , eat & eat !!!!

NON -STOP !
OMG !!!!

n now my cheeks like pau !!

gaaaaaaahh !!!

i need to slim down !

no more eating !!!

haiz .

will upload the pic later ,
lazy to upload it now .
lol .
i'm thinking of gg to cinema on 3rd dec .
ahahahaha .
NEW MOON !!! (:

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know...

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 29.11.09.

Nov 24, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo !

Lalalalala~

haha .

k , i know i'm gg to be MAD !

gaaaah .

seriously , i'm bored .

i'm thinking of gg out .

but neeeeeh ,

the weather is nice ,

i should stay at home and sleep . -.-

haha .

i am so in love with Taiwan drama . *miss no good*

ahahahaha .

really , wen u watch it u will laugh non-stop !

n that is wen ur stomach get hurts .

ouh my !

Btw , i miss my 4in1 !

gaaaah .

wen can we be tgher as 1 again ?

haiz .

It seems tht they all have their own way .

Late at night when all the world is sleeping,

I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 24.11.09.

Nov 23, 2009

Anyeong haesayo !

been lazy to post lately .

run out of idea .

heh .

nothing much happened . -.-

I'm BORED !

gaaaaaaah .

btw , last sat , for the first time ?

i watched liverpool match till the end !

ahahahhaha .

usually i watch it halfway .

heh .

BOOOOOORIIIIINNNNG .

i am so disappointed with liverpool !

gaaaaah .

waste my time je .

ahahahha .

Ouh GOD !

yesterday , was my bad day ever !

seriously i really hate ppl forced me to do smthg !

gaaaaaaah !

n u know wat ?

i'm a bad girl !

really ....

i ignored my brother n sister ,

they tried to talk to me ,

but i ignored them .

i don't care with their feelings .

haiz .

but please sister ,

don't force me !

gaaaaaaahh !

Thanks farah for the advice !

i appreciate it alot ! :)

btw i miss u ! :(

Bye diary ~

what we could have been, 23.11.09.

Nov 20, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo ! :P

i know my face on the pic was awful .

Heck care lah .

Mwahahaha . :)

So yeah ,

for all madrasah frens ,

Gd luck with ur result . :)

to those who suceed , congrats !

n to those who didnt make it ,

it's okay , bcause failure is not the end of ur life !

it is just , a beginning .

so stay strong in facing the obstacles :) .

haiz ,

bored at home .

thinking of gg out ,

anyone ?

A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable but more useful than a life spent in doing nothing.

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 20.11.09.

Nov 19, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo ! XD

been lazy to update lately .
gaaaaaah .
stuck at sister house again . =.=
GOD ! i'm bored !
SOMEONE ! SOMEBODY ? ANYONE !?
please , bring me out from this bored cage ,
andandand bring me farfar away .
haiz .

so yeah ,
last monday went to cinema , with my 2nd mother n father .
Nyahahahaha .
watched 2012 .
hmmmmmm .
the movie was okay .
nothing speacial ?
haha .

then on tuesday ,
meet my cute lil nephew n niece .
gaaaaaaaaah .
miss them alot ! -.-
then wen to eat at eastpoint with them ,
seriously for the first time ,
my sister drove the car !!!
OMG !!!
i can't trust her ! maklom lah bru pass hahaha .
sorry sister . :)
but seriously , she's cool !
hahahaha .
then went to giant . :)
hahahaha .
seriously naufal n fasya is sooo DAMN cute ! :)
Nyahahahaha .

So yeah nothing happened yesterday .
help my auntie with her shop ,
then went to sis hse AGAIN ! -.-
at night helped my 2nd father ,
gaaaaaaaaah .
he is so ANOYING !
he kept begging n begging me non-stop !
so yeah help him fixing the table together . -.-
anak baek kate kn ?
hahahahaha .

GOD ! i love them . :)

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 19.11.09.

Nov 15, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo !
so here is the picture we took yesterday , :)
others in sheeqs phone . :)

korg nk pegyy ke tk nk ahk ?

mcm malas gytuuh .

haiz .

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 15.11.09.

Anyeong hae sayo ! :)

Suppose to be on bed by now .

But my eyes just can't close .

maybe still early ?

but my whole body is aching me.

haiz .

My head were too heavy ,n i'm tired to post this blog .

Luckily panadol , save my life . :)

btw , i went to swimming this morning .

heh .

morning ehk ? *wink2*

Sorry guys , i were late again .

can't leave my old behaviour .

now it became , some kind of habit for me to come late .

heh .

once again , i'm sorry . :(

so yeah , everything wen fine . :)

seriously i'm very bad in swimming .

at first i were scared to swim .

after watching u all swim again n again .

i tried to swim .

n yeah !

mission accomplished ! XD

then we went to 1.8 place , i mean sheeqs n me .

other were too scared to go .

hmmmm .

seriously , korg miss the fun .

1.8 place was totally cool .

i mean cool to swim . :)

n can cuci2 mate watched HOT atok2 !

even though they r atok , but their body still full with muscle !

ahahahahaha .

btw sheeqs ,

Thanks for teaching me do the flipping thingy .

it was COOL .

haha .

feel like the earth went round n round .

ahahahaha .

n sorry , muke cramp .

gggaaaaaaaaahhhh .

obvious sgt ehk ?

i do tried to smile , but i can't .

maybe , i were too tired ?

biaselah kite kn swim 10 lap kan ? *wink*

n yeah , as usual , sheeqs *nonsense* makes my day .

ahahhaaha .

i make a new name for u .

Shiqin stokin

Ahahahaha .

credits to ahmad stokin ! :P

btw ,

i just know that my love , bahriah have some kind of problem .

sorry dear ,

i were not at ur side , wen u need it .

haiz .

how can i forgot to tell u tht i had changed my number ?

gaaaaahhhh .

i'm such a bad fren !

u know wat ?

wen u tell me tht u tried to call me and wanted to express ur feelings ,

n i were not there .

i feel very bad .

haiz .

gaaaaaaahhh .

Kk . no mood ! will upload the pict later . :(

I'm a bad girl !

so what ?

i hate to be hypocrite !

i admit tht i tried to be a good girl .

but i just can't !

ouh god , i know i do have a lot of sins .

but i just can't stop from making it .

i'm sorry . :(

Bye diary ~

what we could have been, 15.11.09.

Nov 13, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo ! =)

tiredtiredtired !
just came back from hospital
were visiting my aunt . :)
seriously i hate hospital ,
i hate visiting sick ppl ,
cos i can't bear to see their illnesses .
I know we have no power to stop from being sick ,
but i just can't bear with it .
Pity doctors n nurses .
their job is to take care the patients .
GOD give them strengths to endure the obstacles .

So yeah ,
Sarah come back home today ! :P
I enjoy lepak-ing with her .
:)
Pity her . (Computer dkt rumah kedua rosak :P )
So yeah , rather then go library , she used my computer FOC !
ahahaha .
as sarah seyh , tunggu bill je . :P
Den we went to kovan for BOWLING !
Seriously i do enjoy spending my time with my daughter .
maklom la , she have been stayed in outer space for a very long time .
all beacause of stupid aliens !
they kidnaped my daughter !
ahahahaha .
* laugh like a rocking horse *

I'm planning to go sengkang swimming complex tmrw .
nk join ? heh .

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 13.11.09.

Nov 12, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo !
:)

kk , i;m tired .
haiz .
i'm still awake , even the time almost 3 am !
n my work almost finish !
AT LAST !
haiz .

so yeah , yesterday ?
Hmmmmmm .
yeah , yesterday , i met my long lost friend sarah !
haha , she was kidnapped by an alien !
n i'm suppose to worry , bcause she is my daughter !
haha .
btol tk nak ?
ahahahaha .
ksian anak ku computer rosak yer ?
i'll buy for u new one k ?
haha .
kk , i'm gonna be crazy soon .
Gaaaaaaaaahhh .
TOO STRESS !
=.+
btw , i forgot to mention my 2nd husband !
hahaha .
AINON !
seriously i miss her alot !
haiz .

btw , just now , i mean yesterday ,
i ........
haiz .
sorry sister ,
i accidentally shouted at u on the phone .
seriously , i felt so annoying !
haiz .
i know it supposed to be a joke ,
but i have no mood to joke with u ,
cos certain things we cannot make fun of .
i don't have any intention to do that ,
n now i feel guilty .
haiz .

Ouh god !
i can't control my temper ,
i throw it to anyone n everyone .
haiz .
n now i feel so bad .
i'm such a bad girl ! :(

BYE DIARY !

what we could have been, 12.11.09.

Nov 10, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo ! :)

Sorry earthlings , for not posting my bloggy .

heh , been busy lately .

ehemmm .

busy eeh ?

ok2 ,i were too lazy to post , i were not at home .

just come back from sis hse .

haiz .

i miss my messy room , heh . ^.^ "

btw , i un-private my blog again .

heh .

So yeah ,

wen i was away from home , alot of things playing in my mind ,

n i donno why !

shit ! i hate wen it keep rewind & rewind in my mind ,

i were suppose to be happy and peace at her hse .

but then , the more loner i am the more things playing in my mind .

so yeah , i need to do somthg to distract my mind .

haiz .

btw , i'm thinking of gg to KRX .

hmmmmmmm .

should i go ?

haiz .

but , i have no mood to go .

So yeah , just wait n see .

btw , my result were out last 2 weeks .

alhamdulillah , i pass all of my subject . :)

but then ,i am still not happy with it .

n i donno why , my brother n auntie were happy with my result?

haiz .

WTH is playing on my mind ?

GOD pls help me . :(

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 10.11.09.

Nov 4, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo .
:)

Acccchhhhhuuuuu !
kk ,
abit dusty here ,
need to sweap n vacum .
haha .
sorry for not posting blog this few days ,
at sister hse .
heh .

so yeah ,
currently at airport coffee bean , ALONE !
lucky have my sis lappy here .

so yeah will updating soon .
battery low . =.=

Currently drinking banana caramel . :)

Bye diary ~

what we could have been, 4.11.09.