Dec 31, 2009

Those moments .

2009 .

2009 , gg to leave us soon ,
n , 2010 coming .
everyone busy making their resolution .
n wat's my resolution ??
haiz .

“Life is not fair but it is still good. However good or bad a situation is, it will change. Each day, thank God for all the blessings and beautiful gifts He has given to us. Enjoy living for the next full year. Happy 2010!”

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 31.12.09.

Dec 28, 2009

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain.

Talking to my heart and trying to explain.

Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been.

Yes I do think about you, every now and then.
Gosh ! , i nd to stop thinking about her/him .
i nd to make my self busy !!!
to forget about her/him .
Ouh god ! help me ...

Bye diary ~

what we could have been, 28.12.09.

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Anyeong hae sayo ! XD

just came back from TM .

met asyiqin at whitesand , den went to TM . *seriously i miss her*

WINDOW SHOPPING !!!

haha .

even , i'm having flu , i still have an energy to window shopping .

hahaha .

n now , my flu r getting worse !

feverish !

haiz .

btw , yesterday i'm having a childcare day !!!

HAHA .

i bring all my niece n nephew to watch chipmunks at downtown .

BESTBESTBEST !!!

so sweet n cute !!!

n yeah , i cried !

Ahahahahhaaha .

k dah sshhhhhh .

p/s : i'm sick ?

Maybe some people just aren't meant to stay in our lives forever, maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something, a lesson we need to learn, and that's why they are there.

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 28.12.09.

Dec 27, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo !!!
:)

Sorry , for not posting this bloggy .
i were on hiatus again !!!
due to my tight schedule .
will post photos n summarise lately events later .

To those who celebrate christmas ,

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

i receive a school beg as my christmas gift !! LOL
a crumpler beg ! *sukesuke*
thanks brother !!!
love ya !! :)

btw , SEZAIRI WON the s'pore idol title !!!!
OMG !!!!
SCREAM like hell !!!
Ahahahaha .
malays won it again , for the 3 time in the row .
sorry tabby's fan , sezairi won it .
Mwahahaha .

i receive my cheque yesterday !!!
thanks , azeema !!!
love ya !!!
she accompany me to yuying sec .
:)
seriously i were so damn paiseyh n embarrassed !!
hahahaha !!!
many chinese student received the award .
seriously i'm having a stage fright !
Gaaaaaah !!!
while waiting for my turn on stage ,
i were so damn scared if i fall in front of the ppl,
when climbing the stairs .
Nyahahahhaa .
REALLY !!!
hahahahaha .
Alhamdulillah everything goes smoothly as expected. (:
took the cheque n photo taking on stage .
HAHA .

to those who took photo with me ,
IGNORE MY UGLY FACE !!!
:P

will update more later .
too tired .
geeeees XD

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 27.12.09.

Dec 24, 2009

Those time wen my hair still straight with my pau cheeks ! -___-

Anyeong hae sayo !! XD

How r you ??

-____-

I'm having sore throat n running nose ! gaaaah !!

I hate it !

Need to drink alot of water !

n i hope it's nt gg to get worse . (:

So yeah , thinking of gg out later .

with my sister n niece .

my sister wanted to buy a school bag for my niece . *her daughter*

n i'm gg to buy school shoes n calculator .

haiz .

school are re-open soon !!

n i haven't study anything yet !

GOSH !!

someone teach me pls ??

i don't understand every single word i read !!!

haiz.

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them. And sometimes, it's those memories that give us the strength to go on.

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 24.12.09.

Dec 23, 2009

Warning !!,this post r restricted for Adult only!!

Ouh God !! please... bring me out from this bullshit !!

i can't stand it anymore !

feel lyke running frm this f*cking cage , far2 away !!

GOD !!! i need a break !!

exam r over !!!

please turn off the radio !!

i can't take it anymore !!!

it's so annoying !!!

dad please stop nagging abt brother , sister n mom !!

mom please stop nagging abt sister !!

it's not fair for me !

why must u nagged at me if i'm not wrong ??

u must nag it to them !!!

the one who make the trouble !

NOT ME !!!

If i did wrong , u nagged at me and now , i'm Innocent !

INNOCENT !

i have nothing to do with this shit !!!

I'm only 15 !!!

15 !!! pls don't put to much pressure on me !

i need to study !! (k mcm phm )

i need someone to talk to . -___-

thanks diary ~ (:

what we could have been, 23.12.09.

Dec 22, 2009

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Anyeong hae sayo ! (:

yesterday i had my lunch with DAHYE !!! At bugis SEOUL GARDEN ! i tell ya don't go on lunch !! so noisy !! haha . but still i had fun with her . i think we waste our money?? haha . we eat very little ?? but full XD Next time i need to bring ppl tht have a big appetite ! (:

den we have our photo shoot done at level 3 ? Dahye , we're model right ?? *winkwink* then window shopping !!
i did'nt buy anything (BROKE) :P Went to Singapore post to pay my bills n bought stamps to post letters to dahye family & frens . (: den window shopping again at bras basah ? i'm thinking of buying a fren b'day present . But neeeeh , i still donno wat to buy . hmmm . no need to buy la . can ? :P geeees .

on the 26 of december i will receive a 350 bucks cheque from member of Parliament . As my gd performance on my acad subject . (: but i'm gg alone . pathatic right ? haiz .

You may not be here with me... But thoughts of you are always in my heart!

Bye diary ~

what we could have been, 22.12.09.

Dec 20, 2009

Thank GOD !!!

Will update this blog later .

On hiatus ((:

due to my busy schedule ! (:

p/s : do press on my nuffnang aites ? love ya !! (:

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 20.12.09.

Dec 18, 2009

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Anyeong !!

just came back from amk hub !! i treat my niece to watch movie (:

we watched princess n the frog !!

i know i'm a good auntie . :P

but actually i were too bored at home .

ahahahha .

so i treat them . XD

Having no communication with you for awhile is like drinking coffee without sugar, it's not complete or should I say my life is not complete when you are not here beside me ? hmmm .

Bye diary ~

what we could have been, 18.12.09.

Dec 17, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo ! (:

just came back from aunt shop .
tiredtiredtired .
haiz .
seriously i'm piss off with my sis n bro in-law !
Gaaaaaah !
she told me , to take my bill from her today .
supposed to be yesterday , but she forgot to bring it to work .
but today , after work , i tried to contact her .
but i can't !!!!
i do asked my bro in-law for my sis new no .
but he refuse it !
like WTF ?
He told me it's confidential !
F*CK ! she's my sister !!!

i know , my relation with them are getting worse .
after the incident at ECP , we become far from each other .
i told ya , i'm very close to them .
but i don't know why , because of small things everything change !
i feel tht they r stranger in my life ?
even we have known each other for 15 yrs !!!
it's 15yrs !!
Ouh GOD !
because of a small things everything change ???
seriously i miss the old them !
GOD !!!!
i miss them !!! :(
please give me back the old them ??
sister if u read this .
I'm sorry !!
gaaaaaah .
i know i'm not good in expressing my feelings .
i hope by saying sorry ,
our relation will be good like before ?

n i want u to know ...
tht , i love u !!!
thanks for being nice ,
n caring .
i had promised , to myself ,
tht i'm gonna take care both of u on ur old day .
i don't mind to treat u as my own parents .
n i will always remember on my promise .
i'm not gonna break it ,
unless , my live is not long .
(:

did u know it's hurt wen u told me it's confidential ?
haiz .
u're my bro in-law !
n i love u like my own father !
my own father !!!
:(
why don't u ask me why , i refuse to go to ECP ?
maybe u do asked me .
n lied to u !
yes i lied !!
bcause i'm scared to tell u the truth .
Haiz .
if u read this , u will surely think tht i'm mad !
too emotional !
I DON'T CARE !
cos i love both of u !! :(

GOD , I MISS THEM !!! :(
Sometimes the littlest thing in life , changes something forever and there will be times , when you wish you can go back to how things used to be , but you just can't because things have changed so much.

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 17.12.09.

Dec 16, 2009

I'm shy, I'm quiet. I'm an angel in disguise. I'm loud. I'm noisy. I'm a devil inside. You think I'm an innocent girl, so lets make a bet, because if that's what you're thinking, you don't know me yet. (:

what we could have been, 16.12.09.

Anyeong hae sayo (:

Hey earthlings !

I'm back with the new me ...

I know , life must goes on .

I can't just sit here n cry for the whole day !

I must go out , n have some fun .

The more i think about it , the more hurt i will get .

Girlfriend !

Thanks , for make my day .

I really appreciate it .

U're my savers .

I don't know what's gg to happen w/o u guys .

Maybe , paranoid ? :P

Seriously , i'm enjoyed having fun with u guys .

Even there's a big hole in my heart .

Now , the hole are getting smaller n smaller . XD

Dahye ,
seriously i miss u so much !
I can't wait to see u nxt wk .
But .....
Please ,
Don't leave me .
I can't imagine w/o u in my sight .
In school u're the one who always cherished me .
WITHOUT FAILED !
N now , u're leaving me .
I can't imagine tht u r not in the school anymore .
Bcause , everytime wen i think about school , i will surely think of u .
U have been always stayed on my side , n support me .
U gave me the power to stand up , after falling .
There's alot of precious memories between us in school .
N now u're leaving me , I feel useless .
I can't imagine u're not on my side n support me .
Seriously i really need ur support ,
bcause i know , next yr is gg to be tough ,
With Physics , Chem , Geog !!
Gaaaaah !
Wen the school announced tht we r in the same class .
Only GOD knows how i felt . Haiz .
I wanted to study together with u n take N&O levels exam together .
I also wanted to graduate with u .
N now it's just a dream .
Cos i know it's not gg to happen !
SHE'S LEAVING ME !
Haiz .

You never know what you have , until you lose it , and once you lose it , you can never get it back . :(

P/S : U 바보 ! Pffffft !!

Pls don't treat me so nice , i'm scared if i'm in love with u.

Gaaaah , it's gonna be hurt ! Haiz .

Bye Diary !~

what we could have been, 16.12.09.

Dec 13, 2009

NOT IN MOOD TO UPDATE BLOG FOR DIS FEW DAYS .

SORRY .~

Ouh god , am i tough to undergo ur test ??
please , give me the strength to triumph the obstacles .

p/s :don't forget to click on my nuffnag aites ? love ya ! (:

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 13.12.09.

Dec 12, 2009

God , i'm seeking for ur forgiveness .
i know , i made a lot of sins .
but then , i just can't stop from making it ,
over n over again !
haiz .

btw , no use to regret right ?
things had already happened .
we can't rewind the time .
it's just ....
am i strong enough to triumph those obstacles ?
haiz .

Bye diary !~

what we could have been, 12.12.09.

Dec 10, 2009

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what we could have been, 10.12.09.

Anyeong hae sayo !! (:

just came back from town with lady rara ! (:

not lady gaga , its lady RARA ! (:

RawrRawr !! lols .
seriously i had fun with her today .
wink2 . *i know u know *

even i were late . hehe .

sorry lady rara ! (:

not gg to upload the photo here .

as its M18 !

so i will start working tmrw , after a long break . (:

wish me luck ! (:

Ouh God , protect me from any injuries . =))

You have no idea how it feels like , to go every day feeling wen u r missing something . pffffft -_____-

Bye Diary ! ~

what we could have been, 10.12.09.

Dec 9, 2009

i know , i look awful here , hush-hush .

Anyeong hae sayo !!! (:

miss me ??

have been lazy to update blog .

haha .

kk don't waste time , i start from yesterday .

08 december 2009

went to compass point with mia .

Geeees . XP

thanks mia , for accompanying me .

appreaciate it alot . hee ~

meet her around 2.45 .

then went to buy books at popular .

seriously , the book was so heavy !!!

only GOD knows how it feels .

how i wish , if there is , a superman !

then he can help me . (:

then went to library !

yay !! so happy , i borrowed alot of books !

now , i can filll my time with reading ,

and improve my language .

hee ~

later on i went to aunt house , watched SG IDOL .

haha . seriously kekek .

we make a deal ,

who guess wrongly need to treat a meal to those who get it right .

Aunt guess tht sezairi gg OUT !

Uncle guess tht sylvia gg OUT !

I guess tht TaBby OUT !

ahahahaha .

I WON !!! i guess it right .

geeees XD

lols .

Today ,

went to TM meet jawatie !!!

ahahaha .

it supposed to be liezianawatie .

Sorry watie . :P

hahaha .

watie !! i miss u !! :(

Gaaaaah !

i miss the old time tht we used to be together .

u were always on my side , even its bitter or sour .

haiz .

i never appreciate u as my bf !

have u ever heard ' you will never appreciate it untill it gone ' ??

i think it's true .

Pfffft .

haha .

kk drop the topic .

later on , around 4.30 , she went home .

then meet cousin n aunt around 4++ ??

lame seyh tunggu . -___-

den , we window shopping around temp till 7++ !!!

geeees . XP

n now , i'm having a great headache !

haiz .

maybe were too tired ??

PANADOL where r u ??

pffffft .

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don’t even know what I’m waiting for anymore ! -___-

Bye diary !~ (:

what we could have been, 9.12.09.

Dec 7, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo !! XD

Geeees !
God , I'M BORED !!!!
haiz .
i had enough of rest today .
i mean , more than enough -____- .
thinking of gg out with gf ,
DAMN ! i were too lazy ,
nevertheless , i donno who can i ask to ?
i know it's pathetic .
haiz .

u know wat ??
i watched football ,
S'PORE vs MYANMAR !
i know i'm insane ! ^___^ "
dah , shhhh .
hey suppport s'pore lah ! lol .
anyway , not bad .
better than i watch liverpool match .
very disappointing .

haiz .

kk drop out the topic .
tmrw S'pore Idol !!!
babes ,

VOTE FOR SEZAIRI !!!

He going 3rd tmr! so draft in your smses and get ready to call in and vote 3!! to IDOLS ( 43657 ) for sms, or dial 1900 112 1203. His dream , is in YOUR hands.

I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and you know what, they just don't care that I love them. They don't care whether or not I live or die. To them I'm just another girl, just another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left.

Bye diary !~

what we could have been, 7.12.09.

Dec 6, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo !!! XD

GOD , i'm tired .

haiz .

been helping my aunt with her shop . (:

Alhamdulillah , everything went fine .

even our chef had a function to attend but , MAMA , we made it !!

we don't need chef !!!

gahahahaha .

but then , i'm in pain !!

haiz .

hand full with cuts !!

MOM , i hate knife & hot oil !!! ):

gaaaaah !!!

luckily tmrw is my off day !

geeeees .

gonna stay at home for the whole day !!! (:

weee ~

but ...... , *thinking*

oh my !!

i need to buy school books !!!

need to study !!!

school gg to re-open soon .

kk , need to reduce my time with computer !!

studstudystudy !!

prepare for N-level !!

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled the one who could brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten her own.

Bye diary ~

what we could have been, 6.12.09.

Dec 4, 2009

Anyeong hae sayo !! (:

Geees .
kk i'm bored ! lalala ~
stayed at home for the whole day ...
brrrrrr.
nothing much , thought of buying books today ..
haha ...
were too lazy to go out .
shit ! why am i so lazy ?? gaaaah ..
u know wat , i think my weight can be 100kg by now !
REALLY !!! , i can't stop from chewing food !!
i keep refilling my mouth with nonsense food ,
that can make me grow FAT !!
after feeling full , went to sleep like a pig !
fuuuuuhh !!
seriously i miss the old me ...
haiz .. the one who always wen to jogging at night , with kak norah .
Hey ! talking about kak norah !!
damn ... i miss her !
haiz .. i'm not gg to see her nxt yr ,
kak !! i'm gg to school alone !! -.-
i will surely miss the time we had together .
the time wen we always asked for 55cent !
ahahaha .
now , i have no frens to exchange coins with,
n also a fren tht always come late to school , with .
haiz . kak !! yok pegy jogging lagyy ?? -.-
i wanted to msg u , but i think i lost ur no .
if u read this .. msg me k ?? (:

When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...

SHIT ! Now i'm in love with the man tht I can't have , and I have the man tht I can't love!!

Bye Diary ~

what we could have been, 4.12.09.

Dec 3, 2009

Naufal my nephew,

I have a secret to share with you

And that secret is huge

So here are some rules to follow before I tell you.

Do as your mom says

And always try your best.

And my final rule is to

Have fun and never regret.

Now for my secret which you shall never forget....

No matter where life takes your heart i will be with you!

And I love you!

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what we could have been, 3.12.09.