Dec 17, 2009
Anyeong hae sayo ! (:
just came back from aunt shop .
tiredtiredtired .
haiz .
seriously i'm piss off with my sis n bro in-law !
Gaaaaaah !
she told me , to take my bill from her today .
supposed to be yesterday , but she forgot to bring it to work .
but today , after work , i tried to contact her .
but i can't !!!!
i do asked my bro in-law for my sis new no .
but he refuse it !
like WTF ?
He told me it's confidential !
F*CK ! she's my sister !!!
i know , my relation with them are getting worse .
after the incident at ECP , we become far from each other .
i told ya , i'm very close to them .
but i don't know why , because of small things everything change !
i feel tht they r stranger in my life ?
even we have known each other for 15 yrs !!!
it's 15yrs !!
Ouh GOD !
because of a small things everything change ???
seriously i miss the old them !
GOD !!!!
i miss them !!! :(
please give me back the old them ??
sister if u read this .
I'm sorry !!
gaaaaaah .
i know i'm not good in expressing my feelings .
i hope by saying sorry ,
our relation will be good like before ?
n i want u to know ...
tht , i love u !!!
thanks for being nice ,
n caring .
i had promised , to myself ,
tht i'm gonna take care both of u on ur old day .
i don't mind to treat u as my own parents .
n i will always remember on my promise .
i'm not gonna break it ,
unless , my live is not long .
(:
did u know it's hurt wen u told me it's confidential ?
haiz .
u're my bro in-law !
n i love u like my own father !
my own father !!!
:(
why don't u ask me why , i refuse to go to ECP ?
maybe u do asked me .
n lied to u !
yes i lied !!
bcause i'm scared to tell u the truth .
Haiz .
if u read this , u will surely think tht i'm mad !
too emotional !
I DON'T CARE !
cos i love both of u !! :(
GOD , I MISS THEM !!! :(
Sometimes the littlest thing in life , changes something forever and there will be times , when you wish you can go back to how things used to be , but you just can't because things have changed so much.
Bye Diary ~
what we could have been, 17.12.09.
