html> <body>


Apr 27, 2010

Anyeong .
God ouh God !!!
Please bring me to the right path .
haiz .

Language exams already over .
& other exams r coming .
OMG !!!
Dad have been warded to hospital again .
God , please give me the strength to face this obstacles .
Ppl , i get to go to Melbourne on this june .
An oversea trip with school .
But then , with my dad condition I'm confuse .
should i go ???
This type of opportunity only come once in a lifetime .
Haiz.

Dear Edweirdo n Bello ,
Plspls i'm begging u , pls help me .
I'm really confuse .
Gaaaaaaaaah !!!
I think i nd to give up on getting 70% for my overall percentage .
I just can't concentrate in my studies anymore .
I'm too tired .
Too tired of living , but scared of dying .
Haiz .
feel like giving up everything tht i have .
Did u know tht i don't have enough sleep for this few days ??
Even it was an exam days ?

till here then .
Bye diary ~

what we could have been, 27.4.10.
Apr 19, 2010



Anyeong hae saeyo ! (:

I just love my life now .
Thanks GOD ,
for giving me the courage n strength to face all those obstacles .
b'cause i believe tht God and family will be always by my side .
Ouhouhouh !
I just them ^___^ .
hehe .



BTW ,
i can't wait on june HOLIDAYY !!!!
OMG !!
MYE still haven't start yet , n i'm alrdy talk about holiday .
Ouh my ...

"God , plsplspls ..... I really2 want to go there . Pls God Pls grant my wish (:"


Not gg to say anthg about tht yet .

HAHAHA .

I don't want to be so exited now .
wat if i can't go there due to unforeseen matters ??
or even worse thn tht !!!
Ouh my ....



till here then .










♥Forgiveness and letting go are steps on , our road back to happiness♥




Bye Diary ~♥


what we could have been, 19.4.10.
Apr 12, 2010




Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow; we must fail in order to know.
Sometimes our vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears.

Bye diary ~

what we could have been, 12.4.10.
Apr 7, 2010

Anyeong hae sayo ! (:

Ouh my ...
i hate to say this , *life sucks !*
But i just can't deny tht .
haiz .

MYE is coming ,
n i'm still nt ready for it .
i can't concentrate .
smthg distracting me .
gaaaaaaaaah !
I flung my math test today .
i know the paper was quite easy .
but then , i didn't finish it .
haiz .
i know i'm useless .
Argggghhhh !

Dad have been warded in hospital , since yesterday .
Dad please , listen to me .
pls , take care of ur heath !!
Argggghhh !
pls , Stop frm smoking !!!
I alrdy say this many times , but u won't listen to me .
Haiz...
I don't know wat to say anymore .
it's ur choice now .
but then , i'm very dissapointed on u .

To my dear edWEIRDO ,
you too !!!
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF UR HEALTH !
Just stop dreaming of being RAINBOW !
u can't be like him .
Ur 3 months expired alrdy , k ??
HAHA .
IDC if u can't be RAINBOW , JACOB or wat so ever .
ouh please , I just want u to be the old u .
gaaaaaaaaaaaah !!!
u eat too a lot now !!!
Oh my .
i don't want u to sleep next to dad .
AHAHAHAHA .
There's a lot of empty bed there :P .

till here then .

Bye diary ~


what we could have been, 7.4.10.
Apr 4, 2010



Thanks GOD !!!

Now i can see ur true colours very well (: .
HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!
WHY MUST I BE SAD ???
LAUGH SITI ! LAUGH !!!
feel much relief now .
enough of ur BULLSHIT !
now , there's no nd for me to wait for u .
did i just say tht ??
OMG !!
i waited for her/him actually ???
OMG !!! HAHAHA ! .
I'm fool !!! HAHAHAHA . * just can't stop laughing *
i waste my time of waiting his/her .
u're totally FON !!!
must i elaborate tht ??
U'RE FULL ON NONSENSE , Mr/s desperate !!!

from now on , i need to be strong .
enough is enough .
no more crying .
n i'm tired of crying .
i know n i'm very sure tht i'm nt this type of girl .
i used to be strong n cheerful (: .
GOD !!!!
please keep me strong .
there goes , i'm crying again !!!!
ARGGGHHHH !!!
idk why this few days , ppl keep missing in my life .
n I HATE IT !!!
arggggghhhh !!!!


till here then .

bye diary ~

what we could have been, 4.4.10.
Apr 1, 2010





I'm still waiting , even though i know it's nt gg to be the same as bfore ,
idk why i'm waiting ??
hmmm , just hoping , if we will become as close as bfore ??
HAHA .
miracle come to me pls ...
HAHA (:
btw , i enjoyed walking in the rain , with them .
HAHAHA .
RAINRAINRAIN !
yay !!! It makes me feel more stronger , thanks GOD (:


will update a proper one soon . (:


Bye diary ~

what we could have been, 1.4.10.

Profile
Photobucket
BUTTERFLY
-Sixteen-
On 27 Jun.. :D
♥her family & friends♥
♥Music ♥
♥Sing..XD Lalala~♥
♥chocolates &
SWEETS♥
♥N everything that
nice & sweet♥

Tagboard

Heck care with my grammar shit !
i'm still learning it okays ? :)


TAGBOARD
hear your voice.
Cbox

:D
Wishlist
New beg
(crumpler maybe...)
New tops:D
Piano
Balckberry Phone
Ipod touch
iMac -..-
Nintendo or psp.
ChangetoExpress stream...
Go Melbourne
Go to korea!!! Wee~
Exits
Archives

Credits

♥owner♥