May 26, 2010
I want the old me !!!
please GOD !!!
I'm not strong enough to endure this anymore !
It's too tiring !
I want my old house n room back !
I need a privacy !!
For all my life , i spent a lot of time being alone in my room .
but suddenly evrythg change ??
I just like to be alone !!
why can't u understand me ?
IS it THAT DIFFICULT DAD/MOM ??
Is not tht i hate you .
It's just tht i don't trust you anymore after wat u did .
I lost my trust towards u .
how should i trust u ??
I don't need ut money !
it's useless !
till here then gtg .
please GOD !!!
I'm not strong enough to endure this anymore !
It's too tiring !
I want my old house n room back !
I need a privacy !!
For all my life , i spent a lot of time being alone in my room .
but suddenly evrythg change ??
I just like to be alone !!
why can't u understand me ?
IS it THAT DIFFICULT DAD/MOM ??
Is not tht i hate you .
It's just tht i don't trust you anymore after wat u did .
I lost my trust towards u .
how should i trust u ??
I don't need ut money !
it's useless !
till here then gtg .
bye diary ~
what we could have been, 26.5.10.
May 19, 2010
Anyeong hae sayo ! (:
I alrdy get my result back .
& it sucks a lot .
so ppl , don't ask me about the result .
I HATE IT !
Watever it is , i alrdy tried my best .
thanks GOD at least i pass everything !(:
i nd to learn , how to love myself and always appreciate wat u have .
I woke up everyday thinking of you,
i went through everyday with you in my head i went to sleep thinking about you…
then i dreamed about you…now all i can do is miss you!
Bye Diary~
what we could have been, 19.5.10.
May 17, 2010
Zihui !!! Happy 16th b'day !!
Wish u all the best in ur studies & life .
God bless u my dear friend (:
what we could have been, 17.5.10.
May 16, 2010
Anyeong hae saeyo !!
Sorry earthlings , for the late update (: .
hehe XD .
i was too busy .
even though , exam was over & dad have been discharged from hosp ystdy .
I still tired . I need a break !!
ppl keep visiting my house ,
*i mean sister house , now mom,dad n i stayed n 2nd parents hse*
& mom is busy with brother's wedding .
yeah , he getting married again -..- *no comment*
Thanks God ,
Everything is normal now .
Dad operation was a successful .
Exams alrdy over .
Even, i can't get a good result this time .
but , i alrdy tried my best .
It is a confirm tht i'm gg to Melbourne *insyaallah* (:
My fever is gone too !! :D
God is always fair , everything happened always with a reason (:
Bye diary ~
Sorry earthlings , for the late update (: .
hehe XD .
i was too busy .
even though , exam was over & dad have been discharged from hosp ystdy .
I still tired . I need a break !!
ppl keep visiting my house ,
*i mean sister house , now mom,dad n i stayed n 2nd parents hse*
& mom is busy with brother's wedding .
yeah , he getting married again -..- *no comment*
Thanks God ,
Everything is normal now .
Dad operation was a successful .
Exams alrdy over .
Even, i can't get a good result this time .
but , i alrdy tried my best .
It is a confirm tht i'm gg to Melbourne *insyaallah* (:
My fever is gone too !! :D
God is always fair , everything happened always with a reason (:
Bye diary ~
what we could have been, 16.5.10.
what we could have been, 16.5.10.
May 4, 2010
Acchhhooooo !!!
haiz .
Sicksicksick !
btw , anyeong hae sayo !!!
(:
I'm having fever since ysterday -..- .
n i hate it !
exam fever ?? haizhaizhaiz .
I can't go to school for 2days .
n exam is on friday !
omgomgomg .
can i do it ??
haiz .
Edweirdo a.k.a alien .
HAHAHA .
my 2nd dad .
He keep saying tht i can , n he believed in me .
thanks for believing me n always by my side wen i need it .
thanks Edweirdo ! (:
but then , i'm just scared .
how can you believed in me ??
haiz .
i don't even believe on myself .
btw to my dear friend .
can't elaborate her name here .
I'm done with my part .
i alrdy seek forgiveness .
it seems tht u still can't forgive n forget about tht .
it's up to u now .
b'cause I DON'T CARE ABOUT U ANYMORE ! (:
n i'll leave u alone .
thanks eyh ?? (:
P/s : i alrdy told u , i was having a mood swing .
can't u just understand tht ??
i knw , it's my fault .
but pls , understand my problem n my situation right now
Bye diary ~
haiz .
Sicksicksick !
btw , anyeong hae sayo !!!
(:
I'm having fever since ysterday -..- .
n i hate it !
exam fever ?? haizhaizhaiz .
I can't go to school for 2days .
n exam is on friday !
omgomgomg .
can i do it ??
haiz .
Edweirdo a.k.a alien .
HAHAHA .
my 2nd dad .
He keep saying tht i can , n he believed in me .
thanks for believing me n always by my side wen i need it .
thanks Edweirdo ! (:
but then , i'm just scared .
how can you believed in me ??
haiz .
i don't even believe on myself .
btw to my dear friend .
can't elaborate her name here .
I'm done with my part .
i alrdy seek forgiveness .
it seems tht u still can't forgive n forget about tht .
it's up to u now .
b'cause I DON'T CARE ABOUT U ANYMORE ! (:
n i'll leave u alone .
thanks eyh ?? (:
P/s : i alrdy told u , i was having a mood swing .
can't u just understand tht ??
i knw , it's my fault .
but pls , understand my problem n my situation right now
I was lost , there was nobody for me to talk to about all that you were troubling me with. So I sat alone, with everything inside, and cried myself to sleep.
Bye diary ~
what we could have been, 4.5.10.
